Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Feelings of remorse for chances there might have been

Feelings of remorse for chances there might have been

I’m sorry to say

But yesterday didn’t go that great

Being near you

Made me miss you

More then a thousand days without

To be around you

Knowing that I can never have you

Is a pain

Like no pain I have ever seen

Before you, love was just a word

Just a game people played

I have feelings of remorse

For chances there might have been

I can’t stand to play these games any more

Say goodbye or say you love me

This is not a soar of pain

This is a soar of sorrow

A soar that pings me in my greatest moments

You make me loose sleep

You bring sorrow where there should be joy

I can’t get you out of my mind

And the worst part is I can’t blame you

It’s not your fault you think of me as you do

It’s not your fault that I got too close to ever be closer

So don’t take it the wrong way when I say

I love you

More then you’ll ever know

But because of this love

I can’t be around you

At least not the way I have been before.

Others may like you because you your beauty

Which truly in immense

But to me it means nothing

Because I love you for what’s inside

And I do know what’s there

You know I do.

But what’s the point of feelings without feeling

So I ask a favor with a sickened heart

That you give me time to forget

To let my weary mind go at ease

And now I think the message is clear

I love you, but can never be near.

The fall from the dart.

Life is the reason
the meaning seasons
the break of the wave
the end of your being.

If this is the end
then what are you seeing
the point of your strife
is all your cheating.

You don't give a care
it's me you were beating
but then it was him
as if you were reading

A thought in the dark
and through went the mark
the end is the start
casue you are the dart.

I'll give you a dollar if you can guess The subject.

you are a break in the spirit
you're the crush in my day
you are a blank empty shell
to be filled with the rain

You have a dark mask of focus
that covers the trip
of the lightened day
and that darkens the rip.

you are a prisoner for souls
that you have in lists
of all the ones that you've effected
those that avoided your grip

they are the chosen ones for some
but to most they just quit
well the quiters your my heros
and I swear it to bits

I love you.